Things have been out of sorts lately

For the past few days my wife and I have been passing like strangers in the halls etc which is so much unlike us. The week the kids arrive always seem to dampen our spirits so much since my daughter is becoming more and more a challenge while my son can be challenging but on much simpler levels. She is in the middle of her 7 day stretch and I know that she hates that and her period is just around the corner so that combined with my job stresses I am sure have created this blah feeling of late. Knowing us this is a temporary dip and it has happend before around pretty well the same things.

Today I was kind of successful in completing some of my work and was with the bosses for most of it. But as soon as I could sneak out from under them I did and came right home to see Kim and then watch 24. It is addictive for sure.....such powerful drama. I did the kitchen up nicely so that when my wife does arrive home its clean. But I didnt make any real progress at work, hey its Wednesday!!! and I didnt go for a walk or do anything in the garage. So I need to get things into gear again.

My goals will not change as I am having difficulty obtaining success with the limited amount I have set for myself. I really really need to keep diligently completing these goals. I have not failed, I've had some success but I am capable of so much more.

1) Make cold calls
2) Go for walk
3) Do something around the house to help, like the garage.
4) Keep trying to cut out fat in my diet.

I have no intention of stopping this process but really what I need to do is read this blog orver from top to bottom to see the ups and downs and look for paterns etc. Like I just read that i rated my last week a 6 out of 10. What would get me to 7 /10??? I will think on this...maybe breaking each task down into doing nothing, rates 0, doing alittle, rates a 1 etc for a total score....well my wife just drove up so thats it for tonight......I will work on that rating system.